Tuesday, December 26, 2006
Things to be thankful for:
1) I got an imperfectly perfect nuclear family.
2) I got education.
3) I got something basic and constantly taken-for-granted handphone.
4) The most revolutionary must-have item my beloved iPod.
5) Adequate clothes to wear.
6) A bunch of imperfectly perfect friends which i could trust with my life.
7) Though i ALWAYS say that i'm broke, Well, I'm NEVER broke.
8) Won lots of cool stuff this year; Movie tix, bags, goodie bags, limited edition move merchandise and some other really cool stuff.
9) Had a great experience as a Student Helper... It was priceless.
10) Made many new friends through Student Helper.
11) Learnt to use Adobe Photoshop and Macromedia Flash and also learnt to play Gunbound!!!
12) Another new house in Nusaputra.
13) I didn't have any MAJOR health threat not like my 2004's knee dislocation.
14) I managed to complete my assignments on time.
15) Didn't fail any subjects.
16) Discovered my self, my dreams and my love.
17) Got a whole load of new books.
18) In 2 months time, I'm no longer a P.
19) Learnt how to use those complicated looking radio thingy.
20) Saw how a movie is filmed real life.
What i hated this year:
1) Generally nothing except the little fights and those seemingly-little-unfair- scenes that actually doesn't matter a lot.
Touch wood, I generally had a great year and pleasant surprises along the way and that taught me to grow a lot and i really hope that the coming year will bring MORE happiness, friends, money, love, luck and everything good. Anyways, I hope year 2007 bring many good wishes and many returns to EVERYONE!!!!!!! Lotsa love, miss elle.
~you know you love me~
Thursday, December 21, 2006
~you know you love me~
Sunday, December 10, 2006
Saturday, November 18, 2006
The peaceful and quite view of Nusaputra; my new hoouse. (Note: I used house instead of home)
The colourful M& M's. Melt in your mouth, Not in your hands! (They do melt in your hands!! Liars!)
The setting sun of my home.
On my way to Seremban when it started to pour. The clouds was grey, white and black... Amazing!
Just hold the capture button on the cam down and do a circular motion with the camera while holding the button down.
Hold the button down and draw a R shape.
The most simple and basic image; Just 'pull' the camera or make like ur drawing a line down.
A simple scribble.
Try drawing simple patterns and alphabets.
It's so simple and easy; but the outcome is so beutiful! Just move ur camera into anymotion you want while holding down the button! Try it!!!
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Was watching The Perfect Man recently and it's scary how a movie seem to connect with your life. I've already accepted the fact long time ago that Prince Charming does not exist and there is no Perfect Man either. Sometimes a girl don't need a perfect man. just a man who loves her and treats her right. Thats all. Well, I do, at least. Ok, in this movie Heather Locklear plays a mother who shifts states everytime she gets dumped and Hillary Duff plays the daughter that is quite used to her mom's desperate ways until they shifted to Brooklyn, New York. I feel that i can connect to Heather Locklear and in a scene she said, "If you run away, you'll be running away for life." I don't want that. Maybe all my talk about dreams is because i want to run away. Another line is that " You must open your heart to love and to get hurt and not running away". I've always admired those people that are in a relationship. They're really brave to take a risk. I'm not and i never will be able to do that. I really love this story because i'm not only running away, I'm also running away from myself. Believe me when i say i've run away. Whenever there's a confrontation, i run away. when a guy says that he loves me, I run away. I never stay long enough to get hurt or for people to know me and because of that; i missed out a lot. I guess no matter what, I'll still be running away from myself in the future. Telling myself that I'm fulfilling my dreams but I'm just running away. Well, no matter what, I somehow believe that the Perfect Man do exist. He is called your Soulmate. Worried that you're never gonna find him? Well, it's up to your Fate. I believe that my Perfect Man is out there, some where waiting for Fate to bring us together.
Monday, October 30, 2006
|You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.|
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
The majestic tiger.
My niece, cousin Illyia actually made this strawberry masterpiece!
My favourite sambal tumis prawns with petai
An assortment of raya cookies with a western touch!
The traditional malay kuih, Kuih Bangkang!
My lovely niece/cousin Illyia just came back frm Czeh Republic
My nephew/cousin Izmir!!
My bro and Mir listening intently to my dad.. LOL!
lead the life of a responsible law abiding citizen till the day they die. They content themselves by forgetting their dream and saying that their dreams now are for their family and they practically live their live for their family. That’s not a dream, it’s an obligation. I realized that people used to have dreams and everyone has dreams but why did they give up their dreams for? Many people said that they did not give up their dreams, their dreams just changed. They became afraid of the unknown; they want to lead the life, their parent’s lead. They want to make their kids lead the life they lead. When dreams die, the people also dies along with they dreams. Dreams push us to succeed, and to have faith in our self. I have dreams and they’re
1) Write a book.
2) Visit 3 countries of my dreams- Greece, Egypt and America
3) To NOT lead a normal life.
So far I’m working on my book titled “Superstar Immigrant” and I hope to finish it as soon as possible. My brother told me... “Why bother when you know you’re going to fail?” and I told him that I dare to dream and I dare to fail. I’d rather die trying than wake up 20 years from now wondering what could have been. At least if I tried, there’s a 50-50 chance that I just might succeed. Fulfilling a dream is not merely fulfilling a dream. It’s that feeling inside, that sense of achievement that surpasses every high, orgasm or what ever great feelings that people are in loved with nowadays. Dreams pushes us to do our very best, with determination and hope anyone can have their dream come true. I love the Mariah Carey’s video; Through The Rain that shows a young girl that ran away from home to fulfill her dreams to be a singer and she became successful and how about Coyote Ugly that tells the story of a small town girl who dance in bars in skimpy outfits just to fulfill her dreams and they guy who fell in love with her and who’s dream is to fulfill her dreams. Dreams are very subjective. To me, dreams will allow me to lead an extraordinary life. A life that most people can only dream about. A life where I can live like I’m dying and live it to the fullest! I want to be like the lyrics in Rascall Flatts song, the soundtrack to the movie Cars; Life Is A Highway…
Life’s a road that you travel on, When there’s one day here and the next day gone, like the road that we travel on…Sometimes you bend, sometimes you standSometimes you turn your back to the windThere's a world outside every darkened doorWhere blues won't haunt you anymoreWhere the brave are free and lovers soarCome ride with me to the distant shoreWe won't hesitate, to break down the garden gateThere's not much time left todayCHORUSLife is a highwayI want to ride it all night longIf you're going my wayI want to drive it all night longThrough all these cities and all these townsIt's in my blood and it's all aroundI love you now like I loved you thenThis is the road and these are the handsFrom Mozambique to those Memphis nightsThe Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lightsKnock me down get back up againYou're in my blood I'm not a lonely manThere's no load I can't holdRoad so rough, this I knowI'll be there when the light comes inTell 'em we're survivorsFulfilling one’s dream is a long and winding road.
I know that in order to fulfill my dreams, I’m going to make my parents mad, sad and angry but I hope only time can heal them and someday, they will somehow respect my dreams and be happy for me instead of subjecting me to lead a normal life. And finally in Paris Hilton’s new video : Nothing In This World… In the end there’s the word… DARE TO DREAM.
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
We first visited my Malay relatives in Ampang and we were treated to a scrumptious traditional malay dishes and also Western dishes. I forget to mention that we're part British also. Maybe next time when i visit them, I'll remember to take my cam to take pictures of my ancestors. The array of food comprises of lasagna, mashed potato, tomato rice, beef rendang, chicken rendang, dry beef rendang, sambal prawns, nasi lemak, briyani rice, and almost 10 types of cakes!! Had fun talking crap with my cousin who also happened to be my best friend in high school. and they're were many people there, such as foreigners, indians, chinese and they're were lots of family members. Nowadays, everybody is equal and everybody is some what mixed. The next time any form ask me to state my race, I'll put Malaysian instead of Chinese.
Feel really lucky to have so many family members and also pround of my some what complicated ancestral tree. Hopefully I'm able to put the picture of my ancestors up as soon as possible. Till the next Raya, Love and kisses from me!
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Me and Skipper and Jeannie!!
Me and Jeannie
Skipper's look of LOVE!
Jeannie looking for fun!
She's kinda small but she's a handful!
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
My darling cousin, Wen Jing
Me and Boy- Boy
Me and Wen Jing
Boy-Boy is such a cam hogger
Wen Jing looks so innocent
My bro's sbirthday cake!! Fruit Flan
The birthday boy, Darrell.. who's birthday is just 4 days after my birthday!!! And he insist that he's the most handsomest, coolest, leng chai..... and the crappiest!!! He thinks he's so hot!!!.... But he's so Not!!!
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Delicious Sweet and sour crabs
Steamed Man tou
La la and bihun
Deep Fried Squid
4 Beans fried with Belacan
Beautiful view.. So hazy!!
The entrance to the restaurant. It's built on top of a sea.
The view before entering the restaurant
My Birthday cake!!!
The view of another ship from the restaurant.