Sunday, June 07, 2009

Memoria

"I'm having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy" - Keri Hilson (Energy)

I'm sure we all have that memory of 1 person that broke our heart and ever since them, our hearts are never whole again...

The same person that we think of and all the good times whenever a song comes up. The same person who we thought of spending the rest of our lives with and having a family with.

The same person that touched you and for years to come, you could still feel their touch, their breath, their smell and you go to bed every night thinking about how they touched you, the words they said, the memories you've made.

You feel as if it was just yesterday but the fact is that, it's been years. You still remember every thing so distinctly as if they never left.... as if you're still together.

Whenever you see couples, you see yourselves. When you see babies, you imagine how yours would look like. Then, you remembered how you cried, how confused and angry you felt and how much alcohol you drank and how everyone around you was so worried.

You swore that you wouldn't put them through all the pain anymore. You turned to ice because how can someone break your heart when it wasn't even whole to start with? You thought you were stronger, better and you grew up.

Very soon, your life is well and happy... You're finally at peace and working hard towards your goals. You know you've come a long way. But before you sleep at night, you still feel their warmth, touch and smell.

How successful you've become or with someone else, the only thing that helps you sleep at night is their memory. Because face it, their memories is the only thing that can keep you warm so you can have a good night sleep.

~you know you love me~
Michelle May
xoxo

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