Saturday, January 30, 2010

Valentino and Moleskine

I feel in love with this pump when I first laid eyes on it last season!!! I wanted it in red!! Unfortunately, was busy dealing with douchebags to remember to buy it and/or write about it. Now, it's all out of stock and I'm left with it's picture. It's a beauty isn't it? Oh, I forgot to tell you it's name! This is The Valentino Patent D'orsay Pump and it only costs 695 USD!!!

Since I couldn't get it in Red, I decided, black would be good too... Until I saw this beauty that came from another planet!!! The lace is just too sexy!!! Smokin hot!!! This is the Valentino Lace d'Orsay Pump and this costs 885 USD!!! I would so love this!!!

I was never a fan of high heels and pumps and all those pretty heels that kills my feet! I'm more of a flats and wedges kinda girl. I'm changing my mind ever since I saw this. I never felt this way about any heels before and this is the first time. Aren't they such a beauty??? I feel like killing someone for them!!!

Moleskine Volant Ruled Pages (5" x 8") Set of 2 in Red for only 12USD

Moleskine Cahier Ruled Pages (5" x 8-1/4") Set of 3 in Red for only 12USD

No one ever told me that once you use Moleskine, you never wanna use other brands. I loved the second my pen started writing on my Moleskine Planner. It just felt so right and it gives me joy beyond compare.

Is it a sin to spend an obscene amount of money on planners and notebooks? I don't know. Some people would spend the same amount on comics which I think it's a waste of money and they might think it's a waste of money to spend it on planners and notebooks as well.

So, it's entirely up to an individual to spend their money! Anyways, I'm so confused as to which notebook to buy!!! Maybe I should just buy both since I would use a notebook. Till then!

Next post will be about my little roadtrip to Ipoh with my sis Tam!! So excited about the roadtrip on Monday!!! Ipoh, the bitches are here to eat your food, ogle your men and steal your jobs!!

~you know I'm lovin it~
Michelle May
xoox

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

The Concept of Cheating.

The concept of cheating has always fascinated me and maybe that's why I have a very hard time trusting. When we're young, we tend to cheat at games. When we grow older, we cheat on our other halves. I'm not saying that there's a link but on the other hand, I'm not saying there isn't. My little cousin is 5 Y.O and he cheats at every game!!! Old Maid, Snap, even random games. He has to win.

I then realised that people cheat because it's either they want to:
1) "Win" - Their concept of winning is very twisted. You know the concept of taking a life? It's when you take a life, you own that life. So, when you break a heart, in a twisted manner, you own the heart.

2) Bored - Have you tried eating the same thing everyday? You'll get tired of it and you'll start thinking of alternatives and then you will start eating different things.. This happens when there's no room for the couple to breathe.

3) Accusation - This is associated with one of the partner's low self confidence and constantly accuse their other half of cheating. Just to prove the accusations are correct, they cheat. At the end of the day, you want to be right or you want your other half to cheat?

4) New Toy - Can you remember the time when you have a new top/dress/toy/watch? You're so fascinated with it and you love it so much. Until something new comes along. The same thing in a relationship. New doesn't mean better.

5) Seduction - MOST men are the weaker sex (Ah Beng agrees with this!) and they generally succumb to the seductions of other women. I have a 40Y.O friend married and the wife is 6 months pregnant. He moved to Malaysia for her and her friends are hitting on him. You DO NOT hit on your friend's husband when she's 6 months pregnant!! But you know, Malaysia Boleh!!!

6) Accidental - This is a poor reason for an excuse but it happens all the time! First, it's the seemingly harmless drinks with some friends, leading them to dancing and a seemingly harmless kiss and then straight to bed. It's like shit happens.

7) Pussy Whipped - Ah Beng loves this term. OK. Imagine a guy and his GF doesn't allow him to hang out with his guy friends (bad influence!), can't smoke (not healthy!), can't drink (might lead him to get with other girls) and can't watch porn (no sex and no porn) and maybe, JUST MAYBE can't masturbate. What's a guy gotta do? Or a girl? Cheat.

8) Whine and Complain - Even though a relationship means sharing all the tears and the pain, nobody wants to go through all the tears and the pain everyday!!! Can you imagine that the guy/girl keeps complaining EVERYDAY??? Compared to another person who makes you laugh and makes you happy? The Whiner is technically pushing their partner into another person's arms..

9) Falling out of love - It's opposite of falling in love. Though this area is still grey! Can someone just wake up one day and decide that they don't love their other half anymore?

10) For Fun - Living on the edge. Taking chances. Having Fun. Need I say more? "Fun" stuff are never good... etc: Alcohol, drugs, clubbing, cheating.

Growing up, I heard so many stories about people cheating. Family friends, and even family members. I was so disgusted and I saw the hurt cheating caused. I vowed to myself that I won't fall in love.

As I grew older, I became a whore (not literally! But a female version of a player) and I played around. It's always me breaking their hearts before they break mine and hurt them before they hurt me. The concept of cheating still never failed to fascinate me.

After talking to 50 people, most in a relationship and I found out that they have thought about other people besides their partners. Like what Ah Beng tells me; He can do it (cheat) but he choose not to. It's all about choices. It's simple really! You can either choose to cheat or be faithful.

Personally, guys who cheat are boys to me. Real men like my dad and your dad would never cheat because well, they're real men and real men don't cheat!

Disclaimer: Ah Beng here doesn't refer to a typical Chinese "lala" guy but rather it's my term of endearment for him. It is not in any way associated to the Malaysia definition of an Ah Beng.

~you know I'm fascinated~
Michelle May
xoox

Monday, January 25, 2010

delicious @ Ms. Read

I twitted recently that I'm craving for delicious right? Well, it's been so long since we came here together and I never realised how much I missed the food!!! Me, Shini and Ili would be here EVERY WEEK!!!

For starters, we had the Grilled Chicken Cos Lettuce Salad. The delicious mix of grilled chicken, cranberries, avocado and lettuces really is yummy and healthy!!! I loved this dish because they are real generous with the chicken and the dressing isn't too heavy and it's just nice. You don't feel stuffed, you just feel like you're ready for the main course!

For the "main course", we ordered the Homemade Pesto with Chargrilled Chicken. It's loaded with cheese and chunks of Chargrilled Chicken with pesto! In case you didn't know, Pesto means crushed herbs originating in Northern Italy. This dish really hits the spot and since we share, we still have some space left for dessert!!!

For dessert, we had the Berrilicious Chocolate Pavlova which was heavenly decadent!!! We were a little disappointed because they increased the price and we SWEAR that the size of the pavlova has shrunk!!! The strawberries were sweet, the cream wasn't runny but solid and the pavlova was crunchy on the outside and melt in your mouth sweet gooey inside! I was in heaven!!! The perfect ending to the perfect meal!

Today was a hectic day. I was supposed to meet Sammie to settle our graduation stuff and then meet Suha for our weekly session and then, go back to college to meet Tamz and maybe, apply for a job.

The PC (Programme Co-ordinator) was busy with classes and postphoned the meeting to tomorrow or Thursday and I ended up spending more time with Suha. When girls get together, they talk and discuss and spending time with her, made me feel so blessed to have a sister like her..

Then, had to rush to KDU and meet Tamz and spend the whole time talking to her about life and feeling so old!!! We're both facing the same dilemma of having to choose between romance and work. Me? Iit's more complicated than that! But it's along those lines...

Had breakfast with Bro today and I never really knew that he got it worst than I do now from The Parentals. Like I mentioned, I can't remember a lot of stuff after the accident and I guess I forgot how tough it was for him...

Having everyone in my life made me realised how blessed I am. I have a great family even though we're all different and are not related by blood!!! Now I know why people go crazy, they didn't have supportive, caring and funny brother(s) and sister(s) like I do!!!

~you know I love them~
Michelle May
xoox

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Stop!

Stop fcuking trying to figure out what's going on with my life because you know what? I don't know what's going on with my life too!!! Stop trying to figure me out and stop trying to understand what I'm going through...

These are MY issues, and like you've brought me up, I handle my own issues. Yes, I may cry in my bed alone because it's so frustrating, but I know I can handle it on my own. I've been doing it since forever... I handled my own high school, tuitions, enrolments, college graduations, taking care of myself and etc...

I never needed any help then, what made you think I need help now? As an adult, and the responsible one, I know my responsibilities and that is why I don't come home drunk, wasted or do drugs in the house. I respect my parents but unfortunately, they don't respect me.

The whole issue is because I came home late and I got pissed and I'm not talking them. Have you ever experienced, your mom scolding your friend (which is her own colleague's daughter) for sending you home at 1AM on Friday when it was you who didn't want to come home earlier because you told your mom that you'll be home at 1AM? Well, that's not the first time. The first time was she screaming at the neighbour.

She's a woman and when my dad calls her when she's out late, she gets so pissed off at my dad. And here she is, doing the exact same thing to me and worst. I thought that all this while, I let her into my life, (I tell her who my friends are, what I'm doing, who I'm hanging out with, etc!) she would trust me but I guess, not. She doesn't. If it's about the whole accident shit, I wasn't driving.

What gets me even more pissed off is when my brother gets to go out whenever and come home whenever, drunk! And you don't find her, outside the house screaming at whoever that brought him home. If that's what it'll take for me to go out at night, I will do it. She doesn't know that I can do all these shitty things, come home drunk, smoke in the house and etc... Trust me, I can do it, but I choose NOT to do it. Why? For the respect I have for my family and because they trust me. (Or so I thought!)

Now, it's not the matter of her yelling at my friend, it's more of principles. I don't get mad easily and this time, she just went too far. If I'm going out with random people she doesn't know, I can still understand. What is beyond me is that I'm going out with people she knows!!! She knows them personally and even their families.

Now, I have to handle my graduation shit. After switching my major, I ended up with 71 points. In order to graduate, you'll need 72 points. After talking to the guy in charge, they will give me a general credit of 1 point for me to graduate.

I have to see my lecturer in order to know if they had given me the 1 point and if I'm eligible to graduate in March. Well, it's not an option because I NEED TO GRAD in March. I just need to handle all these shit. Everyday, I'm sending e-mails (and not getting any reply!) I don't think that they're aware that I find it extremely rude if you do not reply your e-mails.

I'm looking for a job because I need to get out of this house. I need to punch somebody right now because it's just so mothafcuking frustrating that my life is filled with fcuking irritating douchebags. It's frustrating when things don't go your way and more shit keeps turning up. You just don't know which shit to clear...

I'm doing all this shit and at the same time, I'm angry because my gums from the stupid wisdom tooth is still swollen! I don't know what to thank for making me lose weight (the swollen gums, thinking too much, or too many problems) but I'm just gonna thank all of the above. Haven't been eating too well because of the stupid tooth and can't sleep peacefully at night because I'm constantly thinking of what to do and overall, it's just too fcuked up right now.

All this crap is taking up all my energy and time and it's draining me. When I see FB, I see so many fcuking stupid people saying the most stupidest things. I'm not sure if it's me (because I'm feeling crappy!) or it's them!!! I'm seriously refraining from being a bitch right now.

I think I'm going out for a breathe of fresh air and maybe go punch something!!! Shit!!! I'm turning into those people who complains about everything on their blogs!!! No worries, I'm too fly to be depressed... Will bounce back real soon!!! :)

~you know I fcuking hate you right now~
Michelle May
xoox

Monday, January 18, 2010

It's O.V.E.R!!! (OVER-DUED!)

THE EARTHSHAKERS;Sammie (The Hamster!), Shazwan (The Stoner!), Chee Fong (The Boss!) and Suraya (The Motherhen!)

Setting up all the audio and visuals for the presentation! Last minute, wardrobe change, selling stuff and etc...

The Boss and I! He's a great boss!! Would love to work with him again!! But, next time, I'm The Boss!!! *muahahahaha*

I never played nice or defence.. I play offence when I'm presenting.. I'm aggresive and nasty! Not very likeable!

One of my favourite lecturers!!! She's like a mother to us.. Ms. Doris!! Loves her!!

Can't believe that the year is going to end in a month's time and I'm officially done with my degree! It's about time cause I've been in KDU since 2005 (almost 5 years!) and I'm kind of done with the whole Asher-Roth-I-Love-College. You know, the " Drink my beer and smoke my weed, but my good friends are all I need, pass out at 3, wake up at 10, go out to eat and do it again, Man! I love college. I LOVE DRINKING..." Well, I'm so over the whole I love college crap!

Today, I finally wrapped up months of hard work and sacrifices on my social life. I've finally submitted my final report, presented my final presentation and somehow, I already miss my groupmates. For these couple of months, we've all been working hard together. We've all sacrificed and we have been working on our assignment and those few months, we really connected. You could imagine, talking to each other online EVERYDAY from morning till the wee hours of the morning. I speak more to them than to my own family!

Today, we were just discussing about moving on, leading individual lives and leaving college. I realised that it makes me sad. If possible, I really don't want my college life to end. It's bittersweet! I'm extremely happy that I'm a degree holder now but on the other hand, I'm completely clueless about my future and I miss my friends.

I haven't really spoken to the Parentals about THE FUTURE but I don't think they'll be cool if I told them I wanted to chill and relax until next Sept!!! I'm confused and I really don't want to be the responsible one. On a brighter note, I had a great day today. Instead of being nervous, I noticed that I play the offense instead of defence when I'm presenting. I'm pretty aggresive when I'm presenting. Almost Mr. Hyde like. Well, Ms. Doris and all the audience seem to like Michelle Hyde so, no complains!

I'm really happy to have supportive friends that came just to support me! I love my girls, Carol Mokomane, Chynar Ushmekova and Naledi Majasi. Then, we went to Section 19 to service the car which haven't been serviced for 1 whole year and just spent the whole day doing girly stuff like shopping, eating, talking, etc. Really had fun with them today. The end to the perfect day? Good food and great company with some friends from Barbados!!!

You'll be amazed at the knowledge you'll gain just from hanging out with these people. Somehow, the world seem just a little bit smaller and friendlier.

~you know I Hyde~
Michelle May
xoox

Friday, January 15, 2010

Randomness!!!

I hate myself. I have no idea why. I can't talk to anyone about this because I don't know how to start the conversation. I feel like leaving Malaysia... again! But this time, just for a while... Maybe a couple of weeks? I don't know why but I guess a leopard can't change it's spots.

Before Ah Beng, I leave the country for a holiday every other month. It's been almost 5 months since I've been anywhere!!! I miss Thailand, Macau, Indonesia, Vietnam and China!!! I did some stuff that I didn't even tell my parents and Ah Beng like apply for a job, filling up forms for my Masters and etc...

Things are going so well right now and I have no idea why I feel like I have to leave! My initial plan was to spend 3 months or more (if I get approval!) in Aussie doing random odd jobs and just touring around Aussie. I thought of flying there somewhere during CNY so I don't have to go through those stupid CNY customs.

Like I said, CNY this time is gonna be interesting! I can already expect the questions:
1) So, Michelle, what are you doing now?
2) Oh, no job, got a boyfriend?
3) *tsk* *tsk* you're not getting younger everyday you know!
4) What are your plans?
5) Do you even get paid?
6) So, how much did your parents spent on your education again?
7) What did you study?
8) Interested in meeting so-and-so? He's a very good boy, decent job, etc...
9) So, tell me about the accident?
10) See, you have to change your lifestyle!!!

Unfortunately, it's either there's no flights to Sydney or it's fully booked. It's like, the circumstances are making me stay. March is the latest I can leave because then sis and dearie will be back from US in May.

And if I'm doing my Masters, I have to submit everything by August for the September intake. I'm so confused right now but I'm just going to leave it to God. If He wants me to stay, I'll get the dream job that I applied for and if He thinks it's better for me to leave, He will provide. I'll be devastated if I have to leave but if I don't have a job, why do I bother staying?

Right now, I'm just going to focus on getting my cert by March and then see how it goes. Everyone seems to have a plan or a job but I'm still happily unemployed, not studying and nicely slacking!!! Keep telling myself to let go and leave it to Him. He will tell me what to do.

For now, I need to fight the urge to leave. He's my reason to stay and yet, my natural instinct is to leave. I really can't fight myself for long. But then again, I haven't really been myself since a couple of months back. After the accident to be exact.

All this thinking has left me 4kgs lighter!! I think it's a good thing but right now, I only have 1 main meal a day. I wake up around 11AM -ish, make myself some cereals with milk and then have dinner at 7PM or 8PM sometimes. I spend the whole day doing chores (if I'm not out!) to distract me from thinking.

After the accident, I feel so depressed staying at home. I think I'm going crazy. Before the accident, I was at home for almost 1 year and after the accident, I feel suicidal and angry when I'm at home. I'm hearing things I shouldn't and feeling extremely upset. Does anyone feel this way after a near death experience?

I'm very difficult and sometimes, I can't control myself. Another thing is that after the accident, I can't remember a lot of stuff from the past. I can't remember people, events, and me. People thing I'm being stuck up but the truth is, I can't remember!!! When I try to push myself to remember, I just feel like crying because I feel so useless.

I keep telling myself that as long as I'm healthy and alive, who cares about the past? All that matters is the future right? Right now, I'm happy so... It doesn't matter if I remember or forget. I know this is a random post and most likely boring but I have to write it out or I'm going crazy!!

Call it temporary insanity or whatever you want but bigger shit happens when you think it's all over!!! Right now, I'm very Michelle Who? (as in the tv series Samantha Who?)

Tu eres mi corazon, soy tuyo? Si yo no lo sabía mejor, yo creo que usted era el mío, estás conmigo todo el tiempo, yo juraría que somos más que amigos, me estás tocando de nuevo, si yo no sabía mejor, yo diría que estábamos en el amor ... Lo amo, aunque sé que no debería. Voy a ser feliz por ahora.


~you know I lust you~
Michelle May
xoox

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Michelle in Wonderland

"I wonder if I've been changed in the night? Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning? I almost think I can remember feeling a little different. But if I'm not the same, the next question is 'Who in the world am I?' Ah, that's the great puzzle!" - Alice (Alice in Wonderland)

Had lunch at our usual Dave's with Shini. I love their pasta especially their creamy ham and mushroom pasta and the best part? All pasta are 50% off!!! Terms and conditions applied!!

I'm so expected. You can find me here every other day. I'm such a good customer here that they give me complimentary sweets and poppadoms!! You can always find me here at the smoking zone!

After that, had some more drinks (as in beer!) at artista bar and restaurant with my fav cousin Ariff!!! I'm always here every other day too!!! I'm so predictable right? I just love my mug of Tiger draught. Will normally be at the bar area chatting with couzzie!!! Picture courtesy of Tropicana Mall: artista bar and restaurant


As usual, when Ah Beng is involved, we're gonna be late and this time Tammy was with us so was late in meeting Adrian and his cousin Vean Chun at Eckywoobee (I'm also always here every other day!)

I can say that I'm extremely happy that EVERYONE got along well with Ah Beng. And as expected, when we get together (Me, Tamz and Adrian!) we start our cursings, screwing each other, hitting each other and being fucked up!!! See?? I have proof! We ended the night with clubbing at bamboo!!! Was too awesome, I tell you!!

Isn't Louise handsome??? This is Ah Beng's doggie!!! He's schooooooo cute right??? Well, he's very adorable!!!

Came home and was too bored since I'm like not talking to The Parentals and decided to cam whore with my baby!!

As usual, he was up to his naughty moods and refused to comply!!! Refused to sit, and sniffed the life out of the camera!!!

I had one of the best days in my life... and it was all thanks to Shini, Ariff, Tamz, Ah Beng, Adrian and Vean Chun!! I went to all my favourite hangouts and was just simply catching up with friends, letting go of my problems, having fun and seeing all the people I love getting along with each other...

My favourite hangouts are Daves's Bar @ 1 Utama, artista @ Tropicana City Mall and eckywoobee @ TTDI!!! You are bound to find me in these places if I'm out at night!!! I just love how my plans just fall into place and everyone just turned up. I took minimal planning and maximum fun!

The best part is that I can say anything stupid and everyone still loves me and thinks I'm the smartest girl in the world!!! It's crazy when people loves you unconditionally, isn't it? I think they're mad for loving me in the first place!!!

Well, I was a little nervous since Ah Beng will be meeting people who plays a huge part of my life and who knows me inside and out. He met sis, Tamz last week and they hit it off so well and this time he's great with Adrian since, apparently, they knew each other waaaaay back in college!!!

I can say that Ah Beng learnt a lot about me that night and he even danced with Tamz!!! He had fun and I was wasted by the time the night ends!!! I could barely stand and speak and I was still dancing!!! Thank God I have people to take care of me!!

Ah Beng was extremely happy because he finally got proof of my confessions!!! You have no idea the fun he has when he replayed the recordings the next day!!! He's mean!! Anyways, I had one of the best time of my life and this is important since I could barely remember the last time I had this much of fun!!!

Disclaimer: Ah Beng here doesn't refer to a typical Chinese "lala" guy but rather it's my term of endearment for him. It is not in any way associated to the Malaysia definition of an Ah Beng.

~you know I lust you~
Michelle May
xoox

Monday, January 11, 2010

Xavier/Sushi/Moleskine

Guess, who got herself a kickin' ass new Moleskine for a kickin ass year???











I FINALLY (after 1 whole friggin year!) BOUGHT MYSELF A Moleskine!!!!!! As you can see, I'm excited as hell but spending a small fortune on an organizer makes me feel a little guilty!!! I justified my purchase by telling myself that I'll be using it everyday, it was Xavier's fault for going into the shop and I deserve little luxuries in life after the whole unnecessary drama with Madrekins and Murdoch!

In the shop, I was holding the diary for so fcuking long before finally deciding on buying it!!! It was worth every single ringgit because it made me so happy!!! I've been lusting after it for 1 year already and I FINALLY got it!!! I'm so freaking happy right now!!!! Hope my parents doesn't faint when the credit card bill arrives end of the month! *shudders*

My facebook horoscope said that I should treat myself to a few of my favorite things and put a bright smile on my face! (I didn't lie!! It's exact words! I swear!!) I finally got my favourite thing!!! I have to buy a protective cover for it now!!! Gosh!!! I'm so loving my Moley!!!

Xavier admiring the beauty of the Dragon Roll!!! "But Michelle, I KNOW, it's just so beautiful!"

The beauty can be seen in every angle! Xavier: "Are you taking pictures of me? I'm not crazy ok? I'm just staring at the sushi that's all!" (Xavier, if that's not crazy, I don't know what is!)

Xavier is such a glut!!! Xavier: Michelle, I think I'm just gonna order a green tea ice crean cause I'm too darn lazy to get up! (See, what kind of cousin I have?)

Xavier: In Aussie, nobody buys me sushi because I eat too much!!! I'm gonna bring the bill to 100MYR!!! (Xavier, YOU better buy me sushi platters when I visit you in Aussie!!!)

Xavier: Michelle, can I keep the sushi receipt? I want it as a souvenir!! (Man, he really loves sushi!!)

Since it was Xavier's last day in Malaysia, decided to treat him to his favourite food; SUSHI!!! Took him to Zanmai Sushi at 1 Utama and this is the first and the last time I treat him to sushi!!! LOL!!!

He was greedy and he thought that Malaysian sushi wouldn't be able to fill him up but he was soooooo wrong!!! He ate until he couldn't eat anymore!!!! After staring at the "beautiful" sushi for so long, he reluctantly decided to take away the sushi! All the way to Bangsar, he carried the sushi like his first born child!!!

Should have taken a picture for all to see!!! Anyways, he's just too adorable in that sense! Anyways, he's probably on the way to the airport now and will take some time to read this. At least when he does, I'm miles away from him and he can't "domestic violence/abuse" me!!! *muahahahaha*

~you know I do~
Michelle May
xoox

Xotic Tattoos

Tammy has to draw her design meticulously and every little detail has to be perfect in order for it to be perfect!

She wanted a huge ass one on her back with wings and all... This is her back before the tattoo.

This is her design that she drew and Vicky (The tattoo artist!) put the outline on her back before tattoo-ing!

The whole process takes around 2 hours plus. It wasn't bad but once Vicky started inking the top, she started bleeding!

After some Vaseline and everything, the tattoo is perfect! Nice or not?

Tammy's tattoo number 2 is on her ankle and this is her metal for her horoscope. This is the sign of copper.

She got 2 tattoos now. One on her back and another on her ankle.

This was very awkward because Ash didn't shave and the apprentice had to shave her legs for her!!!

She too got one on her ankle with the symbol of her metal. Iron.



Tammy and Ash before tattooing. See how happy they are??? They are really cool people to hang out with... (sorry for the fragment!)

While they were busy tattooing, I was busy with a princess... Presenting her Royal Highness, Her Majesty Princess Shasha!!! I think she's a princess!!! She's the most friendliest Rottweiler I've ever met!!! and gorgeous too!

See what I mean? Isn't Ash just too darn funny??!! She's sporting and hilarious!!!

This week has been memorable (good and bad!) and I'd like to focus on the good because Ah Beng said to focus on the good and just ignore the bad. I'll be happier that way. So, I went out with Tammy (my sis!) to get some inking done.

I rarely have any social life and hanging out with Tammy and people actually keeps me sane. Tammy is off this week before she officially becomes a chef next week and she won't be able to hang out anymore... Before that happens, we intend to hang out so much till we tire of each other.

She knows that I enjoy taking pictures and stuff and to make my blog interesting, I get to video and take pictures of her tattoo virginity!!! As long as I've known her (which is since birth!) she has always been extreme and very into creative stuff. So, as her sister, I'm proud to be there for her when she gets her first and second tattoo!!!

The tattoo shop is real cool and Vicky (the artist!) is real friendly. No complaints. The price was very reasonable as well!! The total costs for 3 tattoos was only 450MYR... and the shop is located at Subang, SS15 near McDonald's and around the Taylor's and Inti area...

Memorable quote OF THE DAY:

Tammy Yen: He's like a freaking pirate!!!
Me: What kind of pirate? Hot Johnny Depp kinda pirate or those Somalian pirates?
Tammy Yen: FCUK you!!! Of course la those fcuking Somalian pirates!!!! DUH!!!
Me: Arrrr!!!
Tammy Yen: Fcuk you la cibai!!! Don't make me slap "chat" you!!!

~you know she loves me~
Michelle May
xoox

Saturday, January 09, 2010

JOB!!!

Finally decided to apply for a job. Yea, as in, a REAL, PERMANENT JOB. Last year, when I only had classes once a day, I kept telling myself that I need a job and until today, I have yet to even apply for a job. I know I'm sad but I seriously can't help it.

I want a job that is different from my area of study (studies!) which are Public Relations and Communication, Technology and Policies. I want to work with animals, people, under developed nations and the environment.

For a couple of months I did pester Precious's vet for a job but they didn't have any vacancies. I don't work for money because I find that it is a very wrong motivation because it will come to a time where you will feel as if you're a slave for the money.

I believe in doing and dealing with people I love so that it won't feel like a job or dealing with people who shares your interests and I love animals and the environment. Anyways, I really hope that I do get the job. I really, really want this. Wish me luck!!

~you know me~
Michelle May
xoox

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

Padrekin's Gig (VR1, Damansara)















The BIG day for Padrekins finally arrived. It couldn't arrive sooner!!! Padrekins has practised long and hard and that's not all, he got Darrell burning songs for him, Madrekins listening to him and I have to see if he gets the key correct and not to mention, the amount of money he spent!!! The amps, the guitar(s), the mp3 and etc..

The place was packed and Padrekins played EXTREMELY well... They finally met Ah Beng and thank God that they were ok with each other... Madrekins was talking to him and Padrekins was actually nice to him... Maybe because he's my friend and all...

There was a couple of drunkards and unfortunately the night didn't began so well...
We (Candy, Madrekins, Yan Yan and I) had dinner at Kepong and after dropping Yan Yan off, we arrived earlier than expected and couldn't find Padrekins at VR1. Found him having dinner at Trishna and he told us that he'll only start at around 9PM. Madrekins then decided to go up to the office and Ms. Teh needed us to go to 1U to run some errands for her and by 8.45PM, Padrekins was calling and calling!

Everyone was rushing and was nice and pissed off... We finally arrived at 9.30PM and Padrekins already started playing. I, then had to feed Ah Beng dinner so ended up Ah Beng and I was late... We were there till almost 12 and then we had to leave... Poor Ah Beng had to go through so much just to spend some time with me... and I appreciate it!! He's a dear, isn't he?! :)

There's a video recording of Padrekins and will be up on YouTube soon, so, stay tuned!!

~you know you enjoy me~
Michelle May
xoox